Love it but Cry every Time I See it

The show "Nashville" is one of my favorite shows but every time I watch it I start crying.  I miss my home state that much.  Tennessee is a lot of things to a lot of different people but to me it's this:

1. Dried Apple stack cake

2. Beautiful trees

3. Beautiful clothes

4. Best coffee anywhere

5. Best restaurants

6. Best honey from the best clover

7. Good music

8. Laid back folk

9. Spiritually magickal Smoky Mountains

10. and Most of all the rest of our little family

Love it or leave it.  I came up here to be with my husband in his near retirement years but I can't lie.  It has broken my soul.

How do I make this o.k?